Stopping the Roller Coasters
The last month or so has been rough for me. Not constantly, 24/7, more like a roller-coaster. Okay days...Good days...Okay days...Bad days...Okay days...etc. I still have not perfected the "mother of two" thing. I still cannot seem to consistently balance teaching, playing, disciplining, learning, cleaning, showering, and cooking in any given day. My life can lately be characterized by being busy, stretched, half-done, discouraging, and downright frustrating due to many different things. And, I have been ready to find the button to stop the roller coasters.
But, God only gives us what we can handle with His help. And I am so thankful for that! Earlier this week, when I was having a {very} rough day, God brought an old hymn to mind that helped me make it through the day. Here are the words, written by H. Peterson...
I just keep trusting my Lord as I walk a long
I just keep trusting my Lord and He gives a song
Though the storm clouds darken the sky o'er the heav'nly trail
I just keep trusting my Lord, He will never fail
He's a faithful friend, such a faithful friend
I can count on Him to the very end
Though the storm clouds darken the sky o'er the heav'nly trail
I just keep trusting my Lord, He will never fail
I just keep trusting my Lord on the narrow way
I just keep trusting my Lord as He leads each day
Though the road is weary at times and I'm sad and blue
I just keep trusting my Lord, He will se me through
He's a faithful guide, such a faithful guide
He is always there walking by my side
Though the road is weary at times and I'm sad and blue
I just keep trusting my Lord, He will se me through
And, if that wasn't enough to keep my focus on Him, and not on the bumps on our roads, He also brought to mind something I had heard recently. I often recall the verse "Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart." It's my life verse, if you will. But until recently, I've always read it to mean that when I delight in Him, He'll give me the desires of my heart.
Lately, through our trials, I'm learning that I should rather read the verse to mean that when I delight in Him, He'll give me the desires of my heart. He will show me what my desires ought to be. When I am walking in Him, our desires...our goals...our needs will be the same! WOW! What an encouragement and challenge to meditate on daily as we strive to be more Christ-like. And, Oh! What perfect timing He had to bring it to my mind. Perhaps it will encourage you, as well...
Comments